I'd been a selfish jerk in 2011!

 Hey guys!

 So I’d like to reach everybody’s mind through this letter about my relationship with you. You’re neither my Facebook friends nor my fans, nor my “likers” but my brothers and sisters; my second family that I wish I could live with everyday, so…

 Well, for those who know me as a songwriter or a poet, those who see me in real life and those who only heard my voice…thank you! Thank you so much for your support and for your feedback. Thank you for being there for me, for making me smile and for blessing me. I really appreciate that as it means a lot to me and it makes me the one I am…yes! Sorry if I didn’t respond, if I missed something or if I prejudged you. Sorry if I was unclear or confusing or if I hurt you by a word I didn’t mean. I confess sometimes I’d been a selfish jerk. Sorry for each stupid bad behavior of me and that I terribly regret.
 Without you I wouldn’t be myself, I wouldn’t improve my talent; I wouldn’t progress and go forward. Without you “Meant To Be Real” wouldn’t reach over eight thousand downloaded copies and “Almost Naked” wouldn’t be the most read lyric booklet online during last month…guys you’re the most amazing people I’ve known in my whole life, that’s why I can’t imagine it without you…

Well, at the end I’d like to list some of my wishes about the new year and that I’d like to share with you;
I wish wars would end as soon as possible and that peace would go all over the world
I wish patience and faith for every single person who lost a member of his family or his mate during last year…
I wish all orphans and homeless people in the world would find safe haven in where they could be safe in warn and could have some affection and may God protect them
I wish all broken hearted people would find real love that heals their wounds
I wish equality and loyalty...
I wish progress and success for all people who have positive projects
I wish all your dreams would come true
I wish colors would cover the world in a sky full of peace and love…
…Amen                                                                  
                                                                   Love,
                                                                    Lotfy Angel

Almost Naked is the most read lyric booklet online in december!

 

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Into Strength

I knew you’re bad

That was always said

You made me live in a fake dream

I didn’t expect you were that mean

I just can’t believe

That you revealed

What was between me and you

What good would it do to you?

I’ve never thought you put in sight

All our secrets

Stupid me who tried to hide

Now I just regret

But I’d better save my tears

And turn them into strength

I heard people talking

And I can’t deny

That I was wondering

How could they lie?

But truly they knew you came out

Now I just figured out

You’ve always been a perfect liar

That’s why you took me higher

I loved you

And it was a trouble

Now I confirm you

You’re such a devil

Who rocked my world for years

But now I’d better save my tears

And turn them into strength

Almost Naked [The Chaotic Confessional] (By Lotfy Angel)

Almost Naked [The Chaotic Confessional] (By Lotfy Angel)

Revive Me

Here’s another mission for my lost dream

Another heart beat trying to make me breath

All I need from it is exhilaration

Making you my one and only destination

I’ll hesitate but I’ll end up bold

I’ll be frozen but I’ll break the ice

I’ll impress you and your breath you’ll hold

And you’ll be all the baby of mine

I’m walking even though I’m dead

I’ll come to you, I’m not afraid

Would you revive me?

I’ll get everything done and said

You’re my heaven and I need you bad

So would you revive me?

Within emptiness cursing me

Love songs already killed me

You sound sweet without to mention

So beautiful and I remember your reaction

Here’s another mission that may fail

Another heart beat trying to get my life safe

All I need from you is to feel me

So be all yourself then just revive me

 

 

Throw Out

I swear you’re so pretty

I was impressed by your allure

But you disappointed me

With your bitchiness, for sure

So I didn’t really hope

Then you’re no more a dream

As you just can’t rope

There are other places where I can be

It’s nice you call but why now?

You’ll break up and you wanted to share

Well, it’s sad you’ll throw out

Let me guess…I terribly don’t care

So you make a collection

Of names that can befit you

At first you get their attention

Then once you meet they miss you

Like that you can choose

So take all your time

You know, me I’m Loose

But it’s too late so never mind

Is your call a sign? It’s not smart

You know I’m fine so don’t go far

Okay, it’s sad you’ll throw out

Let me guess… It’s all figured out

The Child Of Nature

I’m loving myself

And the beings of my kind

I guess I don’t need to yell

To prove you that I’m fine

So let me dance through the wind

I’ll be rolling in the greenness

Let me fly into the azure

I’ll be streaming my lightness

I’m the child of nature

I wasn’t born in anywhere

I’m the child of nature

That’s why I’m alive everywhere

Nature…my senses derive from its root

That’s why I can’t allow you to pollute

You know I’m so good when I’m raw

I feel purity of my body and soul

This is really how I’m feeling

I want to make my paradise on earth

I need it like the oxygen I’m breathing

So I should give nature this worth

I’m the child of nature

Cheery In Love

See I don’t want to talk about your eyes

And the places they took me in my deepest imagination

I’m not here to explain the way I would fly

Every single time you come to my mind I got in a hallucination

By now I’d thank you for each beautiful word I write

Even though I still feel some pain besides you’re my inspiration

But try to bring me back to life

Whenever I see you I wonder why

We’re not together, it’s not fine

It would be so if you were mine

You and I should be nothing but in love

Break these chains and get me cheery in love

Make a move and get the attitude I’d love

I’m not asking too much, make me cheery in love

I always felt you were the one, somehow predictable

As it’s insane the way you got my attention

See I’m not the same but my heart still a trouble

As you got me mad craving some affection

Now stop and tell me who would be miserable?

No matter how the hope is lost it’s a sweet obsession

Exposed

It’s a very hard situation

How can I make a decision ?

When showing what was hidden

You can notice anything forbiden

You can reach me now I’m exposed

Daring reveling all the secrets

I’ve got to face it and confess what’s in my heart

Trying to maintain with no regret

Even though I’m expecting all the harm

You can reach me now I’m exposed

For some strange reason I’ll vow

In fact I’m a little bit full of flaws

I think I’m quite ready to handle

All my mistakes and face the scandal

You can reach me now I’m exposed

Can’t you reach me now? I’m exposed

Can’t you see what’s in my inside?

Now you can easily read my mind

And pick up all you want from what I hide

You can reach me now I’m exposed

This is my exposure

It seems like I’m about to surrender

Like I’m unprotected against the danger

And Inspected by some stranger

You can reach me now I’m exposed 

Hide And Seek

Lights are on

What am I waiting for?

The area’s gone

Wide more and more

I got my eyes open

Ready for my mission

To find you I’m hoping

So forward my destination

You’re really such a treasure

That’s why I’m searching for you

Rare pearl, I don’t want to surrender

I need to find you…where are you?

I think I’m getting weak

Of playing hide and seek

Unbelievable

It’s getting so heavy

In a way it’s magical

But it’s kind of frenzy

You’re not the last wish

But you’re the lost one

Make a sign at least

And prove me you’re the one

I’m going to quit this stupid game

I’ve been everywhere but no trace

If gold and diamond would make me insane

Then I guess I’ve got no time to waste

Yet I’ve been really weak

Of playing hide and seek 

Rainbow

It feels like freedom walk 

No more choc with extra talk 

I always keep my smile 

I needed this it’s been a while 

Ready to live up some joy 

No time to get annoyed 

Darkness is gone 

I’m enlightened to have fun 

With a gray life I’m done 

A new day has come 

It’s like I’m moving through 

The bridge of a rainbow 

Now I’m breathing pure oxygen 

I’m feeling love in the air 

I’m always watching colors
I’m picking up some flowers 

Then when I see the sunshine 

It gets better, the view’s fine 

And once I look at the sky 

I can tell that I can fly

You’re Alone

Lost in your deep thoughts 

Thinking about your past 

Thinking about you future 

You wish you had more power 

You just want to take control 

Of your destiny but you don’t want to fall

You try to strategize 

That’s when you realize 

You’re alone 

Doing this with your own 

Whether you’re happy or sad 

Thinking about good or bad 

You’re alone 

You feel like you need to share 

With people you know they care 

Though, you need no permissions 

So you make your own decisions

Whether it’s right or wrong 

You believe you’re enough strong 

You’re alone but I say 

That somehow…someday 

You’ll find your way 

So there’s no mind to pay

Meant To Be Real (The Lyric Collection By Lotfy Angel)

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Meant To Be Real (The Lyric Collection)

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New Era

The answer’s found
Tight goes wide
White goes black
Now I’m such a shark
No more that little red fish
Trust me I’m not saying rubbish
When order goes chaos
I’m turning dangerous
Good goes bad
You get it or not yet ?

This system’s going to rock
It’s my turn to make it crack
I’m taking over it
So get used to it
It’s another dimension
I’m in a new transition
A new era’s just begun

I’ve got a plan
How bore goes fun
Beauty goes ugly
Sad goes happy
And what was blur
It becomes clear
Weak goes strong
Right goes wrong
Low goes loud
I’ll show you how

Peace goes war
Loss goes gain
Easy goes hard
No time for pain
Feet on the ground
No mess agound

Scarecrow

Ladies and gentlemen

Keep your children

Out of here

We got a frightening

And strangely walking

Creature right here

Plastic girl

Cosmetic world

You’re superficial

You’re not real

Three kilos, between

Of cheap make up

I want to see you in the morning

Once you wake up

Baby I’m wondering

What you keep inside

I bet it’s not interesting

All the shit you hide

You’re F.A.K.E

And so scary

Because all I see

Is just a bugbear

You think you’re beautiful

But you’re such a scarecrow

Chocking is your attraction

Why do you need all this attention?

You look so flashy

But actually you’re trashy

You’re way is so hilarious

Like you’re living in a circus

See I doubt you’re human,

You don’t seem so

You look just like an alien

Don’t pretend you don’t know

You’re F.A.K.E

And so scary

Because all I see

Is just a bugbear

You think you’re beautiful

But you're such a scarecrow

Sadly, You're Not Yourself

You're lost in a colorless fantasy

I tried to make you see the reality

But you didn't want to accept it

How can I make you believe in it ?

No time to dream about what never were

No time to cry all the pain I felt

You're just not the one I thought you were

And in my memory you won't be left

Too bad for you, you lost me

And next to you, you'll never see me

What good would it do to me if I sell ?

Sadly, you're not yourself

Baby I feel so sorry for you

I wasn't enough clever to change you

Now I think I'd better leave you, go !

It's not that easy to wake you up

Now it's bed time, you can go to sleep

Just close your eyes to make it deep

Cause now I'n going to let you in peace

All I wish you is a beautiful dream

Confused

I am in trouble

I’m so twisted

I’m warned, I’m educated

No , nobody’s angel

Are they good ones or just actors ?

No , I don’t want to know

But I don’t know what to do

No I don’t trust

I’m not impressed

What if I do it this way ?

Should I go ? should I stay ?

Should I hide ? should I tell ?

Be that good or should I sell ?

All I know it’s the hell

And I’m confused

I’m in dilemma , it’s a controversy

I gotta deal with this yet I’m lonely

So trust me I’m not that lucky

Should I confess or play comedy ?

No , I still don’t want to know

But I don’t know what to do

Trying hard to figure out

How long should I hesitate ?

toughly, inside I’m disturbed

Would it help me what I learned ?

I’m confused…

Remember

This is just like hell

In where I’m burning

Without you I can tell

Slowly I’m dying

Because emptiness is killing me

So baby won’t you save me ?

It’s you !

The only one I want in this world

I don’t want to burry you

In the catacombs of my words

So remember when you were answering me without any questions

Remember when you were reading my mind

Remember when I was getting speechless and some reactions

Remember when I talked deep  about the one thing to find

And you ask me why I’m shy

I wanna get alright then fly,

With you out of this world

So we might end up together

Now I want you to remember

That since last winter

It’s you !

The only one I want in this world

I don’t wanna burry you

In the catacombs of my words

Now stop and take a breath

and then talk to yourself

Just let me remind

you , and then rewind

…the day

maybe this way

 you remember...

Freak

Cross the line

Cry and whine

Scream out loud

Whenever you want

Do you think you’ll ever harm ?

Or give your best to this life ?

Don’t you think you’ve gone too far ?

Well go on and be sure I’ll be always fine

Now laugh as I’m rediculous

You won’t get bored

Have fun as I’m putting on a circus

Let me see what you’ve got

You can call me freak

I’ll be so forever

No, you won’t bother

Am I that strange ?

Hard to get in your range

I’m just that weird

I think it’s better unique

You can call me freak

Inside my mind there’s a chaos

Yes we’re all so curious

Go insane , my way’s  going to blow 

Like a huricane , I just let go 

No I just can’t help it

Don’t you wanna try it ?

I run this show , it’s  mine

So , just open your eyes

Get chocked as I’m scandalous

You won’t get bored

Get rocked as it’s outrageous

Let me see what you’ve got !

I’m just that crazy

And freak like that

No way to change me

I’m built like that

Hey ! just be cool

I’m sick of fools

Now you can call me freak…

8.0.8

Could you listen to what I’m about to say ?

All I need from you is just your love

So won’t you understand and kill the pain ?

Cause you’re the oxygen of my soul

Girl, you’re a master of my heart

You made a disaster , you did it so hard

You drive me insane

You screw up my brain

Cause you got my heart beating like an 8.0.8

Tha way you make me feel it like an 8.0.8

Quiker, it’s jumping like an 8.0.8

Louder, it’s pounding like an 8.0.8

I become frozen once I see you

It’s hypnotic , ellectric and it gets me high

I get amnesia when I’m next to you

It’s automatic , i can’t help it then my body rises

Cause you got my heart beating like an 8.0.8

The way you make me feel it like an 8.0.8

Quiker, it’s jumping like an 8.0.8

Louder, it’s pounding like an 8.0.8

Speak

Here we are

Looking at each other

And so far

I don’t want to get like that forever

But I kind of like this tension

And I bet you feel it too, no matter to mention

Because I can read your mind

And I know you can read mine

Be yourself, stop chatting

Hush! Don’t say anything

Cause you speak, through your smile

Speak, through your eyes

Speak , with your body

Speak , when you’re watching me

Speak , all in sight

Speak , you can’t lie

Speak , you’re kind of lazy

Speak, when you’re starring at me

I am okay

With what you’re thinking, it’s obvious

I would say ,

I want to know what’s the next step , I’m curious

But you react and it’s sent  telepathically

And I get it with no mistake automatically

I’m just liking

How you’re expressing

And progressing

So I’m focusing

See, without repressing

    You’re so speaking!    

           

Meant To Be Happy

You made an imaginary life of me

A life in which you made me another but me

You wrote the chapters of my story

You created the ways you wanted of my destiny

But you were wrong

Because I choose my own destiny

And now I’m strong

I think i’m just meant to be happy

I’m meant to love

I’m meant to enjoy

I’m meant to be free

I’m meant to be me 

I’m meant to be happy

You tried to stop me sometimes

But this time you’ve got no chance

You’ll never cramp up my style

I'll win however, I will survive

Your talk is clueless

Well , you can go around

Your hate is endless

But you’ll never bring me down

Because I’m meant to be happy …

So Real

We make mistakes

But we are not so

We can't be fakes

The more we know

It's not hard to be somebody

And to face the reality

All the harms I'm going to improvise

I'l struggle , I won't close my eyes

That's how I'm so real

I can't stand that damn faking

Got a transparent way of thinking

Showing what's  like to be me

Is exposing reasons to be

Reality must be in sight

As it's the purity of our pride

That's how I'm so real...

I've had enough of those hypocrists

Before you there are laughs

Once off there are critics

See I'm not shere to forbid

But this attitude is sordid

I'm just trying to be honnest

Eventhough I saw the worst

Why should we betray,

When there's another way ?

That's how we're so real