Sadly, You're Not Yourself

You're lost in a colorless fantasy

I tried to make you see the reality

But you didn't want to accept it

How can I make you believe in it ?

No time to dream about what never were

No time to cry all the pain I felt

You're just not the one I thought you were

And in my memory you won't be left

Too bad for you, you lost me

And next to you, you'll never see me

What good would it do to me if I sell ?

Sadly, you're not yourself

Baby I feel so sorry for you

I wasn't enough clever to change you

Now I think I'd better leave you, go !

It's not that easy to wake you up

Now it's bed time, you can go to sleep

Just close your eyes to make it deep

Cause now I'n going to let you in peace

All I wish you is a beautiful dream

Confused

I am in trouble

I’m so twisted

I’m warned, I’m educated

No , nobody’s angel

Are they good ones or just actors ?

No , I don’t want to know

But I don’t know what to do

No I don’t trust

I’m not impressed

What if I do it this way ?

Should I go ? should I stay ?

Should I hide ? should I tell ?

Be that good or should I sell ?

All I know it’s the hell

And I’m confused

I’m in dilemma , it’s a controversy

I gotta deal with this yet I’m lonely

So trust me I’m not that lucky

Should I confess or play comedy ?

No , I still don’t want to know

But I don’t know what to do

Trying hard to figure out

How long should I hesitate ?

toughly, inside I’m disturbed

Would it help me what I learned ?

I’m confused…

Remember

This is just like hell

In where I’m burning

Without you I can tell

Slowly I’m dying

Because emptiness is killing me

So baby won’t you save me ?

It’s you !

The only one I want in this world

I don’t want to burry you

In the catacombs of my words

So remember when you were answering me without any questions

Remember when you were reading my mind

Remember when I was getting speechless and some reactions

Remember when I talked deep  about the one thing to find

And you ask me why I’m shy

I wanna get alright then fly,

With you out of this world

So we might end up together

Now I want you to remember

That since last winter

It’s you !

The only one I want in this world

I don’t wanna burry you

In the catacombs of my words

Now stop and take a breath

and then talk to yourself

Just let me remind

you , and then rewind

…the day

maybe this way

 you remember...

Freak

Cross the line

Cry and whine

Scream out loud

Whenever you want

Do you think you’ll ever harm ?

Or give your best to this life ?

Don’t you think you’ve gone too far ?

Well go on and be sure I’ll be always fine

Now laugh as I’m rediculous

You won’t get bored

Have fun as I’m putting on a circus

Let me see what you’ve got

You can call me freak

I’ll be so forever

No, you won’t bother

Am I that strange ?

Hard to get in your range

I’m just that weird

I think it’s better unique

You can call me freak

Inside my mind there’s a chaos

Yes we’re all so curious

Go insane , my way’s  going to blow 

Like a huricane , I just let go 

No I just can’t help it

Don’t you wanna try it ?

I run this show , it’s  mine

So , just open your eyes

Get chocked as I’m scandalous

You won’t get bored

Get rocked as it’s outrageous

Let me see what you’ve got !

I’m just that crazy

And freak like that

No way to change me

I’m built like that

Hey ! just be cool

I’m sick of fools

Now you can call me freak…

8.0.8

Could you listen to what I’m about to say ?

All I need from you is just your love

So won’t you understand and kill the pain ?

Cause you’re the oxygen of my soul

Girl, you’re a master of my heart

You made a disaster , you did it so hard

You drive me insane

You screw up my brain

Cause you got my heart beating like an 8.0.8

Tha way you make me feel it like an 8.0.8

Quiker, it’s jumping like an 8.0.8

Louder, it’s pounding like an 8.0.8

I become frozen once I see you

It’s hypnotic , ellectric and it gets me high

I get amnesia when I’m next to you

It’s automatic , i can’t help it then my body rises

Cause you got my heart beating like an 8.0.8

The way you make me feel it like an 8.0.8

Quiker, it’s jumping like an 8.0.8

Louder, it’s pounding like an 8.0.8

Speak

Here we are

Looking at each other

And so far

I don’t want to get like that forever

But I kind of like this tension

And I bet you feel it too, no matter to mention

Because I can read your mind

And I know you can read mine

Be yourself, stop chatting

Hush! Don’t say anything

Cause you speak, through your smile

Speak, through your eyes

Speak , with your body

Speak , when you’re watching me

Speak , all in sight

Speak , you can’t lie

Speak , you’re kind of lazy

Speak, when you’re starring at me

I am okay

With what you’re thinking, it’s obvious

I would say ,

I want to know what’s the next step , I’m curious

But you react and it’s sent  telepathically

And I get it with no mistake automatically

I’m just liking

How you’re expressing

And progressing

So I’m focusing

See, without repressing

    You’re so speaking!    

           

Meant To Be Happy

You made an imaginary life of me

A life in which you made me another but me

You wrote the chapters of my story

You created the ways you wanted of my destiny

But you were wrong

Because I choose my own destiny

And now I’m strong

I think i’m just meant to be happy

I’m meant to love

I’m meant to enjoy

I’m meant to be free

I’m meant to be me 

I’m meant to be happy

You tried to stop me sometimes

But this time you’ve got no chance

You’ll never cramp up my style

I'll win however, I will survive

Your talk is clueless

Well , you can go around

Your hate is endless

But you’ll never bring me down

Because I’m meant to be happy …

So Real

We make mistakes

But we are not so

We can't be fakes

The more we know

It's not hard to be somebody

And to face the reality

All the harms I'm going to improvise

I'l struggle , I won't close my eyes

That's how I'm so real

I can't stand that damn faking

Got a transparent way of thinking

Showing what's  like to be me

Is exposing reasons to be

Reality must be in sight

As it's the purity of our pride

That's how I'm so real...

I've had enough of those hypocrists

Before you there are laughs

Once off there are critics

See I'm not shere to forbid

But this attitude is sordid

I'm just trying to be honnest

Eventhough I saw the worst

Why should we betray,

When there's another way ?

That's how we're so real